i wanna be your hollywood.

Tue, 23 Jun 2009 22:28:56 GMT

stoked on warped/trip to nj.
& late night with jimmy fallon with caitlin. [i've loved him since i was 12]
& driving back down to florida with caitlin.
CAITLIN LIVING HERE!!!
rocket/the cab tour.
shhh. it happens tour.

ahhhh. i love summer

updated

Mon, 23 Mar 2009 23:03:29 GMT

my calendar from below has changed just a tad.

april 17th- bamboozle road show in jacksonville
april 18th- ap tour in orlando
april 19th- there for tomorrow in tampa
april 20th- ap in st pete
april 21st- ap in jacksonville
april 22nd- believers never die part deux in orlando
april 23rd- guys guys guys in orlando
april 24th- guys guys guys in tampa
april 25th- guys guys guys in gainesville

come find me if you're attending any of these. HAHA. I might be way drunk and way excited to see you. i'll be extremely tired after this.

i have a long list of things to say,

Mon, 16 Mar 2009 00:59:01 GMT

but i'll leave it at "you amaze me"...

i've found my soulmate. legit. can't wait to inform him of this in april. i'm sure he'll be just as stoked as i am! "hey love." hahahahaha fate i tell you!

my perfect first date. iced coffee & talking, then him driving me around and playing me the awesomest music from his iPod. no talking, just smiles and silence :)

and to think, it all started with floss.

ps. i get my iPhone tomorrow. you heard it, i caved. HAHA. bye bye sidekick.

give it up, give it all you've got.

Wed, 18 Feb 2009 02:25:45 GMT

i got the most adorable message from stevie on facebook the other day and it made me smile so big :) i couldn't be prouder of the person that she's become, her and mishy both. it's so weird watching them pretty much grow up! i definitely don't see them enough.

i had a fantastic time up north, enjoying snow and all that jazz. red robin is amazing. hahahaha. i got a killer cold from being in such different weather though. which took out like a week of my life. i tend to learn a lot about myself when i take these trips, which makes them all the more amaazing. also, i'm no longer drinking liquor at shows. it just makes me like a 5 yr old and i apparently ruin things for other people :/

caitlin flew in the same night i did, and drove back to ocala with me and stayed the night which was fun. we haven't had one of those nights in a long time, considering the fact that everytime she's here she's with the boyf. which i totally understand but sometimes it's just nice to have a girls night :) valentine's day was blah, i was sick and it was my mom's birthday. plus it always tends to make me a little lonely. don't get me wrong - i LOVE being single. but it's one of those holidays where you want that special person to sit down and cuddle with :)

i have so much coming up i can't even fathom it.
feb 26th, 27th- the morning light/this prov/sing it loud at backbooth and the orpheum (yay ybor!)
feb28th- take action tour (cute is what we aim for, meg and dia, breathe caroline, anarbor, every avenue!) in st pete.
march 2nd- take action again in orlando.
april 14th- bamboozle road show (we the kings, the cab, forever the sickest kids, nevershoutnever!, and mercy mercedes)in st pete
april 18, 19, 20, 21- ap!!!! (a rocket to the moon, hit the lights, 3oh!3, ff5, and THE MAINEEE) in orlando, ft lauderdale, st pete, and jax beach.
april 22nd- FOB, all time low, cobra, hey monday and metro station (ew) in orlandoo
april 25th- sing it loud, the summer set, the morning light, artist vs poet, and the friday night boys in GAINESVILLLLLLLLLE.

whoooooa. seeing it all written out, im gunna be wicked tired.

i love

Sun, 18 Jan 2009 01:10:41 GMT

the wii fit, also when my smallest pair of jeans are baggy.

fun timesssssss

....and a happy new year!

Fri, 02 Jan 2009 20:11:44 GMT

ok. so here are my resolutions. (since i never really make these)

-i want to be happy with myself. in mind and body. i think one will help the other. so i want to lose 20-25 lbs. and not just lose it but keep it off. i was doing awesome for awhile and i lost 20 lbs already and i've kept it off. i just haven't been LOSING anymore. but i will :-)
-i want to throw out everything i have (or donate) that isn't necessary for me to have anymore. i have SO many clothes that are way too big to wear anymore. and what's the sense in keeping things that are too big?
-i want to keep up with my no soda rule. i've only had about one or two since june. and i feel alot better.
-and i want to stop spending money on things i don't NEED.

let's see if i stick to them.

Ho-ho hopefully

Sun, 28 Dec 2008 00:59:21 GMT

christmas was fantastic. I finally got my new ipod, which I was in desperate need for. Now I really want the iphone. But I don't really wanna have to switch to AT&T. So wellllll see. I watched so much of a christmas story and baked gingerbread cookies with destiny. Me, my sister, and a few friends went to the English dart tavern and drank some beers. Good timeesssss. went to YBor city last night and saw tft at the orpheum. awesome showwwww. and i never realized how much i liked ybor hahaha. or random parts of it.

Christmas was good.

...and so this is christmas.

Fri, 19 Dec 2008 01:44:26 GMT

ahhh i've been wicked busy lately. killer. but i'm so stoked on my life! tomorrow is our christmas party, and it's at a mexican restaurant and i couldn't be more excited about that.

i still have SO much shopping to do! i can't even process it right now. oy.

i'm itchy and a little burnt from tanning.

finally functioning.

Sun, 07 Dec 2008 17:41:43 GMT

i've been sick since about...monday. the flu really blows. i've never had it before but my body hurt so bad i wanted to stick pencils through my eyeballs. but now i'm finally functioning again.

christmas is on it's way! and i wish florida would become a little colder. i enjoy the cold weather. i need to start shopping asap.

can't stop, won't stop - i must be dreamin'

Thu, 20 Nov 2008 00:16:05 GMT

i.
love.
life.

right now, i'm so fucking happy. it's intense hahahaha. i love my job, i love school, i love love love my family. and i love random nights out with my favorite people! hehehehe

i'm about to watch the mtvU woodies, and i'm excited to see there for tomorrow win against all time low hahahahaha

i turned on mtv hits just now, and i saw the maine's video and i was like
whoaaaaaaaaaaaa. so strange seeing them on mtv? it feels like yesterday johno was hugging me and i was randomly saying. "YOU SMELL REALLY GOOD." they grow up so fast. hahahahahahaha

i can't wait to start christmas shopping.

whatttttttt

Mon, 27 Oct 2008 01:56:47 GMT

it's kind of sad when someone can look at a picture of me, in the element of music, and know that's where i'm at my happiest. don't get me wrong...i'm a happy person, but when i'm around it it's an extreme feeling of knowing that's where i belong. i've had the discussion before with friends of seperation of hobbies/careers. i just don't know where to seperate it anymore. some people i KNOW aren't meant for the business. sometimes i just have this feeling of...i should keep going towards being a nurse, cause i know i could be good at it. and it'll make me money. i'll be able to support myself financially without a problem. maybe find a cute doctor in the process ;-) but then again, i wonder if i should just get my business degree, maybe intern at a label. and do what I REALLY LOVE. promote bands, get to meet some awesome people, stay in florida and just live in the moment. i look at that plan, and i'd love to do that more than anything. i just don't know anymore. it's such a struggle. sometimes i hate college, and making grown up decisions. =/ i guess we'll see when the time comes. too bad that time is rapidly approaching.

....you look like a girl that works at hopeless.

Sat, 25 Oct 2008 02:31:44 GMT

i had so much fun in the past 4 days. i think i really only WATCHED about 2/4 shows. one i couldn't see anything cause it was packed, but i had fun dancing and playing our drinking game. and then orlando i was WAY too trashed to care about watching, i just wanted to dance. hahahahaha. and dance i did. then ran around and said things to each one of them that i don't remember. and took pictures where i can't even open my eyes.

that is all.

ps the red sox fucking suck. sometimes i hate being a red sox fan. and rays fans are just obnoxious with their fucking cowbells.

i'm so excited...and i just can't hide it!

Thu, 09 Oct 2008 22:36:47 GMT

next week needs to go by MEGA fast. SERIOUSLY. kayleigh comes on tuesday and i couldn't be more fucking stoked. and then ldskjfalkjsdlksj all time low. kjandsksajhjdh hahaha. that's all that comes out. i'm more than excited to see the other bands too. mayday parade, the maine, and every avenue. orlando sold out so it's gunna be an intense crowd. everyone's having a heart attack about mcfly potentially coming to america. i read the article back in july and now that everyone has JUST now seen it. they're all flipping. ahahaha. we'll see. it's been promised alot and has yet to happen so. meh.

my brother is driving me effing INSANE behind me watching guitar hero videos on youtube.

legit want to rip my fucking eyes out. ahahahaha all i fucking hear/see is guitar hero 24 fucking 7 with him. CUT THE SHIT.

i need to stop the profanity. it's such a bad habit.

pictures of you.

Sat, 27 Sep 2008 18:28:38 GMT

so here i am...in an amazing mood. then all of a sudden i feel like i got hit with a ton of bricks. the song pictures of you by last goodnight just came on the xm radio. and i swear it never fails to make me think about jacob, and i get sad. even though he wasn't a huge part of my life, his death was. it's just weird. sometimes i feel like i see him. everywhere around me, i'll see someone that resembles him and for a second i actually think it IS him. music has a way of taking you back to a particular time and place. maybe not a specific place, maybe a phase in your life. i'll be sad for a moment, and then i'll think about how lucky i am to be here, and how amazing my life is. how precious moments in life are. how grateful i am to be blessed with amazing people i call my friends and family.

[sidenote: for the jacob incident watch here]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_TeH6ABUIGE

uhhhhhhhhyeah.

Sat, 27 Sep 2008 18:20:19 GMT

lovin my new hair, i feel like a different person. and last night, i got complimented alot by people telling me i look like i've lost alot of weight. it made me smile :-D

yay!

boredom's got the best of me.

Thu, 25 Sep 2008 22:34:38 GMT

i'm terribly bored. waiting for my damn McFLY dvd to come in the mail. that's what sucks about living in the states...i can't just go out and buy this crap. muahaha.

anyways. i've been working pretty much nonstop. i colored my hair dark and chopped off 4 inches [which is a shit ton for me]! i'm really excited that the office comes back on tonight :-D i've been doing this 7 day detox thingy because i've lost like 12 lbs in the past few weeks, so i thought i'd kickstart some more loss, and it's been going over pretty well. my last day is sunday so it'll be interesting to see how much weight i've lost in the week.

i have so much coming up that i cannot wait for! kayleighs coming down on the 14th then we have all time low in jacksonville, ft. lauderdale, orlando, and st.pete on the 16th, 17th, 18th, and 19th. akjshdjakshjh so freaking excited! then there for tomorrow on nov 7th in orlando - sam's birthday weekend. hit the lights, cobra, and forever the sickest kids on the 11th in orlando. sweeeeeeeeeet! plus it's FINALLY getting cooler outside. but that probably won't last long. it's like mid 70's and i'm obsessed with the no humidity. sox are in the playoffs [!!!!!!] which means october is going to be full of watching baseball for me.

oh and i'm planning on getting a foot tattoo soon :-)

long overdue.

Mon, 01 Sep 2008 14:27:53 GMT

i FINALLY got around to uploading the rest of my ATL videos from july and FINALLY got my 2 from APRIL uploaded. hahahaha my laziness was the factor in not having them up but i wanted to clear out my computer so i uploaded them so i could delete them.

http://www.youtube.com/user/alibaby1087

there's a ton from greensboro, which was the best crowd ever. they were SO loud and so up for a good time. mindblowing honestly. i watched the remembering sunday and poppin champagne videos and the crowd was just intense. gives me chills. the sound is kinda shitty because my camera has a problem when it gets loud hahaha. i guess it has to do with the feedback but whatevvvvvvv!

enjoy :)

oyyyyyyy.

Thu, 28 Aug 2008 21:56:53 GMT

i'm so freakin' tired. oh well, i only have friday and then i have a 3 day weekend, thank god.

we have 2 storms brewing around us. one of them [gustav] is heading straight for louisiana, which is horrible cause i don't think they can handle another big hurricane after katrina. they still haven't fully recovered from that. then there's hannah....and she's more than likely going to hit us here in florida. which blows, because by the time it gets here it's supposed to be pretty strong. i haaaaaaaaaaate hurricane season.

other than that, life is good. i'm thoroughly enjoying myself. and i LOVE being 21. i'm fully taking advantage of it.

xo
-ali

dammit floridaaaaaaa

Tue, 26 Aug 2008 21:35:44 GMT

we're supposed to get another hurricane next week. but this one's supposed to be a category 5 by the time it gets here. if you don't understand the categorys then think about how katrina was only a 4 when it new orleans, so much destruction. i pray to god it's not that bad.

i can't deal with not having power.

thought these were humorous... hahaha.

Mon, 25 Aug 2008 00:28:13 GMT

Go to your music player of choice and put it on shuffle. Say the following questions aloud, and press play. Use the song titles that come up to answer each question.
NO CHEATING!

How does the world see me?
born to run- bruce springsteen

Will I have a happy life?
best of me- the starting line

What do people really think of me?
better place- big city rock [awwww]

Do people secretly lust after me?
vegas- all time low

How can I make myself happy?
potential break up song- aly & aj

What should I do with my life?
what's my age again?- blink

Will I ever have children?
violence- blink [really, twice in a row?]

What is some good advice for me?
dance dance- fall out boy

What do I think my current theme song is?
coffee shop soundtrack- all time low [pretty sure that i've never had an affair with a married woman]

What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
this towns been talkin- the maine

What type of men/women do I like?
tell me something good- the rocket summer

What is my day (tomorrow) going to be like?
caught in the rain- october fall [prob since fay is STILL here]

Why am I here?
dreams- panagia

What will people remember me for?
the last song- mcfly

What song will I get stuck in my head tomorrow?
smile for the paparazzi- cobra starship

What will this year be all about?
breakdown- forever the sickest kids

Opening Credits: girl next door- saving jane.

Waking Up: memory- sugarcult.

First Day At School: straw dog- something corporate.

Falling In Love: last night- justin timberlake.

Fight Song: ready to run- dixie chicks [HAHAHAHAHA]

Prom: newport living- cute is what we aim for.

Life’s OK: i'm getting over you- the click five.

Mental Breakdown: it's gunna be me- nsync

Driving: grace kelly- mika.

Flashback: speakers blown- hit the lights.

Getting Back Together: give me anything- the maine.

Birth of Child: the party scene- all time low. [totally not fitting]

Wedding: my own worst enemy- lit.

Final Battle: do what you do- cute is what we aim for.

Death Scene: you spin me right round- billy idol.

Funeral Song: say- john mayer.

End Credits: like a prayer- madonna.

legit hilarious.

whoa oh.

Sun, 24 Aug 2008 19:51:16 GMT

it's been a longgggg freakin time since i wrote in here. seriously.

what have i been doing? living, loving, laughing. ALOT.

i legit enjoy everything now a days. just gearing up for kayleigh's visit and the 4 all time low shows we'll be attending in october. all within 4 hours of me, so i'm pretty psyched. we always have a wicked time together, making fun of band boys, and ignoring zack ;-) it's funny. i went to 4 shows on "the shortest tour ever tour" and it never got old. same setlist, same deal - but after the first night, it just becomes about the people you see/meet. dancing & being ridiculous is always a good time also. opening bands are always fun, i love falling in love with new music.

the end. hahahaha

ohhhhh boy.

Mon, 04 Feb 2008 04:01:21 GMT

Here's a few things I've learned in the past week....

-I love my friends & can't believe I live entirely too far from them.
-Boston is the most amazing city on the earth & I cannot wait to move and go to school there in september with the 4 hottest bitches ever!
-Meo, Castor, and Alibaby are the party ;)
-Ive recently become a jealous girl....hahahaha stupid sluts.
-I absolutely love dancing and making an ass of myself to my favorite band.
-I hate packing equipment.
-Getting drunk 4/6 shows will abs take a toll on your body.....and your voice.
-Cuddling with Meo and Castor is obv necessary for a good nights sleep.
-Wawa sandwiches are sex on bread.
-I can't walk in snow.
-Its apparently possible to absolutely not remember a 10 minute conversation right after it takes place.
-Ballroom dancing with Meo to every song is my favorite :)
-Sally and I survived our first mosh pit.
-Jacob may be gone...but never forgotten :(
-the patriots suck.

What the hell happened this week....hahahahahahaha

life as i know it.

Fri, 13 Jul 2007 18:01:37 GMT

i love my ocala friends.
i love my family.
i love the florida girls.
i STILL love that band.
i love my friends that live very far from me.
i love college.

i love life.

:] there's an update for now.

xoxo-ali